ok i'm squeezing in some time to get my daily dose of internet. so many things to complete. set design project, chaucer, econs.

since break today, i became an object of attraction to ants. coz we were all sharing this bottle of apple juice (which brandon and jonathan won in their telematch thingy). and when i wanted to drink from it, nizam moved away saying 'i dun trust shariza' and somehow i ended up overtipping the bottle and SPLASH went the apple juice all over. my nose smelt of apple for quite some time.
worse is yet to come. my blouse and skirt were dirtied, so i went to the loo to wash it up. and to my chagrin, i remembered that i was wearing this bright red bra. water has the property of making clothes translucent, in case there are any idiots out there who doesnt know. i was so mortified i quickly rushed to the drama studio for the rest of my free periods. in case anyone asked, i've planned to say that i spilled ribena on my blouse. less embarassing.

as of now, i am trying to un-malay-ise myself. i dont know how. dawn said i'm to malay-ish for my mono. dammit. i've to get rid of my accent. i think my 3mth in yj played a part. i seemed to talk more in malay this yearalone than my whole 4 yrs in anderson. but anyway, the problem is me trying to normalise my voice. so can anyone help?


my pledge:

i, shariza the great, pledge that
i will not speak malay up till the point of my monologue exams,
i will not use any phrases normally associated with malay slang
(such as ...alah.... or adoi!)
i will not think malay thoughts
i will not speak in singlish to ensure proper articulation

i am aware that
should i break any of the rules,
dire consequences await me.


*Craving of the moment: apple and aloe vera fruit juice
*Song of the moment: red river valley (its the red factor)