***running away...***

just realised that my girl wont be playing in theatres anymore. *sob sob* That's what happens when you delay. hmpf.....nadia's fault =p but anyhow so, it opened 11 march. that's like one month ago....

just checked fees for econs tuition. $280. i practically hyperventilated upon hearing it. now i seriously dunno what to do. econs test nex week summore. i planned to TRY studying. failing which, i will give up and fail. then, i'll get thrown out of the school. so i'll have to return to yj.

haha...like real. wish it was, though.

the chicken was more bearable today. thankfully. but somehow today, she seemed to take note of me. asked me twice or thrice whether "i'm okay..?/do i understand...?/do i follow..?" i take it as a bad sign. coz it means that my face displayed the look of total confusion/digust/ towards the subject. so there's a high possibility that she'll keep her eye on me from now. but i'm thankful that she doesn't know my name. yet. i'll juz try to blend in with the walls as much as possible.

oh btw, vj won mi. 3-0. yeah......

my sis brought home a clarinet. firstly, when i heard that's what she's gonna take up, i went eeewwww. of all instruments, a clarinet? evena saxaphone wont be as bad. den when i actually saw the thing, i went what the...? coz the clarinet is one helluva complicated thing with knobs all over. i thought it seemed like some medieval torture device to be shoved up the ass. den when she played it (a pathetic version of phantom of the opera), i went uh-oh..... coz i will prolly have to endure the horrendous reverberation for the next 4 yrs. cross my fingers and hope that she'll improve over the years.

*~*
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
*~*

*Craving of the moment: sloman's brain. yeah, THAT author of THAT book.
*Song of the moment: come what may (moulin rouge)