hah. i forgot to add to the previous entry abt the fact that i had sadistic pleasure in hurting one of those 'act cool act macho' guy. i was in character, reaching out my hand and croaking to him to '...help....me......". and so that stupid ass happily smiled and shook my hand. hmpf, i was so pissed that i decided to yank and grip his hand tightly. heh. i had this sense of sadistic exhilaration as i dug my long nails into his palm and despite it being dark, i saw his face twist into agony. he was wincing in pain and was desperately trying to shake my hand off but i was gripping on murderously. ahh..the simple pleasures in life... when i finally let go, he was whining to his friends "..so painful..." WIMP.

today i had to go clothes shopping. i had to go to this shop whose name i refuse to disclose (no nizam, NOT top 20) to look for my costume for dance performance. my mum and i cut a odd picture: shopping for miniskirts and halters and spaghettis. my mum was picking out all the bloody skimpy clothes. and wearing a tudung, its rather amusing. i feel so exposed wearing them. rasa macam pelacur dari geylang. No offense to org yg pakai all those types of clothes lah, but to me, its hardly covering anything. and i think me wearing the outfit will be a horrible visual image to the audience.

yaay. tml meet afiah! she's tryign to get over bezzy babi. he's an idiot. but i got stupid dance rehersal earlier. a tech run. nurul will be performing too. her top class belly dance. btw, zaki kicked out daphne coz she couldnt come for one blocking rehersal due to church commitments. so mean. dance is so confusing. i missed out on so many steps. see howmuch i'm willing to suffer all for the sake of bonus points.

btw, to all those out there reading, pls tag so that i'll know who's been here. well, its mainly targetted at mrs chua's spies to be exact.

*~*
Di kala ku kesepian
Dihanyut ombak yang resah
Kau mengubati kerinduan

Di kala ku keresahan
Dihanyut malam nan gelap
Kau menerangi hidupku

Kini segalanya telah berubah
Cintamu hanya memori indah
Ku ditinggalkan kesepian
Pilu hatiku
*~*

omg so.....jiwang..... but the song has been playing in my head the whole day today.

*Craving of the moment:
*Song of the moment: bunga-bunga cinta