ok i'm gonna start ranting on and on coz i got so much to blog about. i just wanna release all this pent up stress that's making me feel like exploding. darn this day. such tumultuous and eventful day.

ok lets start.

today sucked coz i was walking around skool in fear of getting caught with a drawstring. thanks to mr seet, some friends of mine were caught and will have to parade around the stage on monday. he wants to show the good examples of how to wear the blouse, as compared to the normal way. hah. i heard he'll have an official cutting ceremony drawstrings. roll roll goes my eyes. half the population wears drawstrings. ok, almost half. exclude councillors and scholars. so everytime i saw mr seet, i quickly and discreetly shoved my blouse into my skirt. god, i feel like a bloody geeakazoid.

population geog test. so screwed up. end of story.

dance seemed better today. the pros helped us a lot. the lecture zaki gave was a wake up call. we hardly knew each other's name before that. at least now it feels so much more comfortable. and A LOT of my faults were corrected. hope we'll do well on saturday. if not zaki will pull us out. there goes 3 weeks of work down the drain. but now i'm worried about my right feet. firstly, this dull throbbing pain in my feet's arch came back. den today i landed on my ankle. yeowch. i hope i can hande it. we have to smile for our dance item. and trust me, its so hard to plaster a smile for the whole segment. if i hurt my ankle again, i wont be smiling, i'll be wincing in pain.

next. stupid education system. stupid BLOODY stupid. its so rigid. and they complain that singaporeans are too narrow-minded and are not creative enough. hello? open the curtains! open the windows, the doors! let the light in! let there be light!
its not meant to be funny. its a serious issue.
so we cant do anything. we just have to sit. and wait. and pray that it doesnt get any worse. we do want to prove that we're worthy of eight cows each.

feels better after i've let all this stuff. i hope one day comes when i can review all my entries, and laugh about how i've been previously, laugh about how childish i had sounded, and laugh about how things seemed so bad then, but in reality, wasn't anything big.


*Craving of the moment: vanilla coke
*Song of the moment: how deep is your love