doesnt it make you feel guilty when you dont get lectured for screwing up your mid years my dad told me to try harder. ARGH. why cant he be a normal father who scolds me? at least i wont feel as guilty as how i'm feeling now...
 
 
i found out that ben p isnt as normal as i had thought. for one thing he scored 3 As. sigh. another alien. brandon and crystal are already two aliens. ngiam might just emerge as another one. but benjy did get a D. 25% normal i guess.
 
 
it may sound rather morbid, but i'm thankful that there's soemone else in the same, sinking boat as me with regard to econs. we are very clueless, and dangerously so.
 
 
sometimes i do wonder whether i do fit in vj. initially, i was practically combusting with joy when i finally got accepted and can finally take tsd. but i realised whatever i got for my o's was simply a lucky fluke. to get a good gauge, i think my standard is somewhere around my prelims. which isnt that wonderful. time and again, i do wonder whether i would i would have been better in yj. because my level is generally around there. some questions in life just cant be answered. even something as simple as choice of schools. well, maybe not simple.
 
 
 
 
*Craving: street directory
*Tune: in my eyes, acoustic version, rufio